Outside my mother’s house,
I built a mother out of snow,
patted down a sloping bosom
with patterned mittens. I insisted
her fat and kind, tried to imagine
the gently pulsing warmth.
I built a dragon to protect us,
scaled it in pale green food coloring
carried in tin buckets slopping
a trail of melting dots.
I built an ice-block home
of rainbow bricks, held my hands
to the imagined fire’s lick.
Finally meeting you
was like coming in from the cold,
the cocoa brewing, hot stew
for my old hands,
blue from always building,
ready to rest.
©
Kara Goughnour is a writer living in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. They are the author of “Mixed Tapes,” part of the Ghost City Press Summer 2019 Micro-Chap Series. They are the recipient of the 2018 Gerald Stern Poetry Award, and have work published or forthcoming in The Bitchin’ Kitsch, Third Point Press, and over fifty others. Follow them on Twitter and Instagram or read their collected and exclusive works at karagoughnour.com.